Its a Tragic Chronology

Its all about you. Yes you. Haha. The one I will never talk to again. And will never see again.

Cerita bermula.

• Mula mula tak kenal. Kenal pun sebab dengar cerita Hana. Tapi tak pernah talk in person.
• Event Hari Guru. Start kenal. Kenal bodoh bodoh. Tak bercakap sangat. Cakap pun sepatah dua je. Start bertegur bila Hana cerita something about you. And it was some kind of rahsia kot?
• Me threathened you dengan rahsia tu sebab I know you are so scared to death kalau orang lain dapat tahu cerita tu. And cerita tu tersebar. Especially for an outsider like me. Kan?
• Each time terjumpa, ugut nak spread cerita tu. And tiap tiap kali pun. Mesti ugut punya.
• Haha.. Muka cuak nak mampus gila! Siap datang face to face buat muka-tak-puas-hati-nak-gaduh mintak bukti yang dicanangkan tu.
• I told Ba suruh bagitahu that I have the evidence. Hehe *senyum jahat*
• Kelakar kot tengok muka yang cuak nak cover tu.
• And then asal jumpa je, mesti bahan dengan news tu. Memang kelakar gila seeing your face masa tu. Muka clueless-blur-know-nothing yang you've always put on.
• Masa tu terasa macam I've widened my friends connection. And terasa best knowing you. You with your gang.
• Ingat lagi masa tu, I was busy doing the chandelier untuk event Hari Guru. Chandelier kertas lah kan. Untuk hiasan dewan. Izzatul buat, mestilah cantik dan superb. HAHA!
• And tak ada siapa tolong masa tu. Everyone was so busy dengan kerja masing masing. Terkulat kulat lah nak siapkan chandelier tu seorang diri.
• And you became hero of the day. Came and helped me a lot buat chandelier tu dari awal sampailah siap.
• It was the best moment ever. Gelak gelak macam sakai buat benda alah tu. Padahal masa tu actually I need someone much much taller than me untuk pegang chandelier tu. But instead, you were the only person yang sanggup nak tolong. Pun bolleh la kan. =)
• Sumpah rasa macam member kamceng masa tu.
• Tengah borak borak dengan Ba, I said something yang silly-stupid-like-hell. Taking you as the example untuk explain secara detail dekat Ba about our conversation.
• Misunderstood happened. Mereka salah faham. Thought I was talking about you. Things turned differently.
• Diorang dah mula bahan. You became embarrass. Same goes to me. Bodoh gila mulut pencetus cerita ni.
• But things became back to normal. You spoke to me macam biasa. Like nothing happened. Rasa seronok gila masa HAri Guru tu. Haha..
• Incident bermula kat kelas Battani. Tengah borak dengan Alif.
• Azri datang mengungkit balik kisah bangang lagi tidak patut itu.
• Alif mendengar. The so-called-untrue story itu pun tersebar dengan jayanya hasil bantuan Alif.
• Since that, kena bahan macam gila dengan semua.
• Macam nak tutup muka je. Each time lalu your class, lepak lepak dengan any of your classmates, mesti mereka ingat nak stalking you. Oh.. please lah!
• Sejak tu, tak bercakap dah. Langsung tak. Even a single word. Both of us are like alienated to each other. An awkwardness filled in the air.
• First, tak rasa apa pun. Tak ada effect pun. Even I didn't mind with your absence. Tapi as time goes by, as I havent talked to you for so long, and as I realized how far you were drifting away, the feeling began to take place. Tak tahu sejak bila datang. It was all unplanned.
• Mula rasa eager nak tahu every single thing about you.
• Siap kalau nak beli barang barang siap choose warna your rumah sukan even I hate the colour. Dah suka punya pasal kan? Haha.
• Must admit, everyday I've been trying to take a glimpse of you even for a second. Observing from far, it was fun! Stalking what,when you did everything. Though I know things will not be the same anymore. Words are being locked for us. All the laughter shared before was only a perfect history.
• I saw you, everyday, but I kept it here, inside this little heart.
• I know, its not a love, but a major teenager crush. And I love this feeling. LOL!

To you, I see your name on facebook. Almost everytime. I see your name appear on my news feed. I go to your wall everyday. I see all your pictures. I talk to your close friends. But still, I keep the courage of approaching you. Let the time do its job. Till then. Wherever you will be after this, take care at UiTM for this coming soon date! Anyway, I miss talking to you.

HAHAHAHAH..

You conquered my mind at this hour. And here I am mumbling all about you while you are enjoying your slumber and know nothing there is someone writing a plain post totally about you. Isn't it just too pathetic?