It's The End of February.

So, today is the last day of February ; the only month that has 28 days. I called it as an odd month. My day went very plain and dull. Bought some new clothes which I found those prices were very affordable for a moderate person like me. Ngee~

A very cliche random question that people would love to ask me personally now is "Rajin eh kau update blog sekarang?" atau direct translation berbunyi "Apa pasal kau rajin sangat kemaskini blog kau tu?". Kalau sorang dua orang atau tiga orang yang bertanya dekat aku macam tu, boleh la aku anggap sebagai KEBETULAN. Tapi bila dah hampir semua yang tahu kewujudan blog aku ni mengutarakan ayat yang sama, aku rasa macam nak gelak terbahak-bahak guling-guling macam tenggiling je.

Certain people would say, "I prefer to go hang out when I feel bored." Or there are some "I would choose to bake some cakes when I feel bored." Or perhaps you heard some say "I like to call my friends when I get bored". The main point is,what I'm trying to say now, people have various ways to express how their current feelings. Mixed tape how to cough out their boredom. As for me, this is my way. I do blogging when my thoughts received inspiration. When my heart's call is eager to be answered.

[Gambar ; kan best kalau keyboard aku boleh cabut susun-susun macam puzzle macam ni?]

Though some opinions of mine may sound ridiculous but you know, you just can't simply stop something when you are addicted to it. And I am a passionate blogger ; should have proudly claimed. Besides, this is the only time when I could do this without having any worries. Lepas ni dah tak ada masa free. Sambung belajar,kan? Masing-masing pun nak kejar cita-cita jugak. InsyaAllah..

p/s : Kawan-kawan,drastik sangat ke kerajinan aku update blog?

What if this is my last words..

They say, we will begin to value something once we lose them. Inspired by Zikri Zaharudin, I gave myself a deep thought. The topic was "What if this is the last time I talk to you? Will you visit my new house?". Erk,aku terus macam terpempan sekejap. SEKEJAP. Masa tengah ambik mood baring-baring nak tidur, otak aku masih lagi ligat berfikir. Oh,perbualan tu betul-betul meninggalkan kesan.

Macam mana kalau ini kali terakhir aku dapat borak, or at least bertanya khabar di facebook dengan kawan-kawan yang dah lama aku tak jumpa. And suddenly received a news he/she has gone. Aku pernah ada pengalaman. Losing a close friend whom I never had a chance to say my last word in which I stated on the older posts. Dan perasaan aku? Cuma satu. TERKILAN.Sampai hari ni. Dan aku tak boleh bayangkan macam mana kalau aku kena menghadapi satu situasi serupa sekali lagi.

Aku mungkin tak pernah nyatakan kepada sesiapa antara kawan-kawan aku secara serius, aku sayang mereka sangat-sangat. Sebab aku bukan penyajak bukan cendekiawan bahasa. Aku tak reti nak main bahasa. Satu perkara aku tahu dan sedar. Kawan-kawan ibarat adik-beradik. Dan macam yang aku pernah cakap dalam post sebelum ni, tinggal di hostel banyak mengajar aku hidup secara adik-beradik dengan orang yang aku tak pernah kenal.

Berkawan dengan semua tanpa kira jantina , rasa hubungan adik-beradik dengan semua kawan tak kira lelaki ke perempuan. Sayang macam sayang adik, kakak and abang aku sendiri. Walaupun ada masa bertikam lidah, bermasam muka tapi tu semua cuma sebagai platform untuk aku kenal siapa adik-beradik aku sebenarnya.

Dan dari sudut lain, ada satu persoalan lain pulak yang aku kerah diri berfikir sematang mungkin.

What if I received my new house before you? I'm sincerely begging, please do forgive my wrongdoings. And please do pay me a last visit as an honour. It would be more than enough. That's all I ever hoped for. I never said I am well prepared for it but let's just face it as an undeniable fact. A promise from The Almighty which will come sooner or later. The Creator knows it all. I am nothing more than a super duper ignorance slave to my BOSS up there. Seriously, I never intend to freak you out, just a lovely reminder to myself.

Kalau kata aku tak sempat jumpa mana-mana kawan aku yang dah lama aku tak jumpa, dan terima berita macam ni, aku cuma nak mereka tahu, aku mungkin nampak keras hati dan tak pedulikan orang. Mungkin nampak leceh dan rumit. Mungkin nampak jahat dan menyampahkan. Tapi hari-hari sebelum tidur aku tak pernah terlepas doa supaya aku dapat jumpa semua daripada mereka sama-sama walaupun sekali.

Untuk semua kawan-kawan aku, tak kira siapa. Aku sayang mereka.

The end.

SURAT CINTA BUDAK SAINS

Aku : Kasihku, ketumpatan cintaku padamu ialah jisim hatiku dibahagi isipadu jantungku. Masihkah kau tidak membuat sebarang anggapan??

Mu : Aku tidak percaya kepadamu kerana kau ada kekasih baru untuk menjalankan tindak balas penggantian ke atas diriku.

Aku : Kau jangan salah ertikan kecerunan garis lurus hatiku ini, kerana aku dan dia masih lagi unsur dan bukannya sebatian.

Mu : Tapi, aku berasa seperti kasihmu berkadar songsang dengan kesetiaan yg kuberikan.

Aku : Tapi, cintaku padamu adalah pemalar.

Mu : Aku masih belum mengerti lagi kerana penyelesaian yang kau berikan masih lagi belum sahih.

Aku : Tapi, aku mengamalkan hukum newton ketiga di mana tindak balas cintaku bersamaan dengan cinta yg kau berikan.

Mu : Kau jangan bohong! Aku telah mengetahui bahawa kau adalah 'random' yg mempunyai janji-janji manis yg bergerak secara rawak.

Aku : Itu adalah fitnah yg telah tersebar melalui proses pencaran dan perolakan.

Mu : Tetapi, mengapa kau membuat tempoh perkahwinan kita mengalami rintangan?

Aku: Aku harus menggunakan perintang boleh laras untuk mengurangkan rintangan itu

Mu: Adakah kita akan berpadu secara kimia?

Aku: Itu masih belum diketahui, tetapi hasilnya nanti dapat dilihat dengan menggunakan mikroskop cahaya.

Mu: Aku khuatir kau akan bertemu dengan yg lebih aktif dan bertindak balas dengannya.

Aku: Nampaknya, kita sedang bercinta tiga segi dan haruslah menggunakan hukum-hukum penyelesaian segi tiga untuk menyelesaikannya.

Mu: Tapi, aku telah memberi cintaku dalam magnitude dan arahnya sekali. Masihkah kau tidak percaye?

Aku: Ya, aku percaye. Tetapi aku mahu semua itu dalam bentuk lazim.

Mu: Itu semua boleh diabaikan, yang aku mahu ialah tempoh perkahwinan kita harus mengalami pecutan yg seragam.

Aku: Kau harus bersabar, kerana sabar itu 0.5 dari iman.

Mu: Tapi, imanku adalah infiniti!

Aku: Aku tidak fikir yang iman kau infiniti kerana kau blum mendarabkannya dengan 6x10'23

Mu: Kau membuat kemarahanku meruap-ruap. Nanti bila tekanan ku melebihi tekanan udara, kau jugak yg susah kerana aku akan mengalami hemolisis.

Aku: Aku sekarang bukan aku yg dulu lagi, aku telah mengalami plasmolis.

Mu: Kau betul-betul menyakitkan hatiku ini. Ku sangkakan kau intan, tetapi rupa-rupanya kau grafit. Pergi kau dari sini.

Biarkan aku sendirian... ... .. "

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Okay. I've found this on Facebook. Just thought of sharing this. Credit goes to the owner. I just can't resist my laughter. Totally damn hilarious. And when reading this, I was like "Erm.. What is it called in English eyh?". This is because it will not be funny if you are unable to translate all those science terms in English. Well, I specified this to all of them who are practically studying based on the PPSMI learning process in school just like I did. So,no offense there. *Kang ada pulak yang kutuk aku melayu tak sedar diri.*

20 Random Things about Izzatulisme

-Cubaan menbuat popping di belakang surau-

Surau SABDA 2010

Malam Kemuncak Kokurikulum

Selama ni kalau orang tanya aku soalan tipikal macam "Describe briefly about yourself". Selalunya aku akan tercengang sekejap. Atau soalan macam "Apa yang kau suka eyh?". Serius,aku memang tak reti nak menjawab soalan-soalan macam tu. Yela, tak ke besar benar skop soalan tu? Dan ada jugak orang pernah berkata aku ni suka simpan masalah sendiri. Dan ada jugak orang pernah kata aku ni hati kering a.k.a heartless. Macam-macam kan? Aku pun naik pelik je.

Jadi,aku pun terfikir nak buat entri ni. *bajet famous je! Sebab kadang-kadang tu banyak pasal aku yang orang tak tahu dan mungkin rasa pelik dan aneh. Walaupun aku tak adalah terkenal mana pun,takat makcik kantin dengan makcik cleaner sekolah aku je yang kenal dengan jiran sebelah rumah ni. Tapi aku saja nak bagi kau tahu sebelah lagi satu aku. Orang putih kata"The Other Side of Me". =D

Setelah di kepilkan bersama, inilah dia hasilnya :- *angkat-angkat kening

1. She must listened to a sad song everyday right before she sleeps. Dah tepuk-tepuk bantal tu,dah golek-golek ambil mood nak tidur,aku wajib capai mp3 cabuk aku tu,dengar sekurang-kurangnya satu lagu sedih. (Ish ish..teruk gila. Dengar surah takpe jugak.)
2. She must at least find a new word vocabulary for herself be it in English or Malay everyday. (Tapi kadang-kadang tu bukan ingat semua pun.)
3. She never consumed any pineapple until she went to her boarding school. And she still remembers , it was on the lunch time,and the meal included pineapple. She finally had a first bite of pineapple when she was 16 years old! She just loves it up until today!
4. She never changed her phone number and still using the same first number she bought when she was 13 years old. (Those who still have my number,so contact me okay?)
5. Nobody ever said she is a silent person. (Would you mind to be the first? Heee~)
6. She is not good in complimenting. (So please don't expect any compliment from me. I would do so if I really want to)
7. She needs to think at least about a person she knew, the relationship going between her and that person,only then she is able to write a poem.
8. She prefer to lock herself in a dark room when she is under stress.
9. She never eats lemang up until today.(Okay,don't laugh over this one. I know you eat lemang.)
10. She thinks of her teachers,school whenever she was about to sleep.
11. She can be very grumpy. But when she faces someone grumpier,she could be switched into a very indescribable-patience-girl you can never imagine.
12. She has never had any crush towards any celebrities. (hati kering)
13. She was once an asthma victim.
14. She never knew how to read even after she finished her kindergarten. And learned to do reading completely when she was 8 years old. The kindergarten was some kind of a trip to her.
15. She can be having a bad fever even by sneezing from the smell of a cooking.
16. She made a special folder contained all pictures of the guy she ever crushed on. Professional stalker.
17. She dislikes caffeine VERY MUCH but can drinks packets of high-caffeine drink just for the sake of study. And she can never touch them again if it is not for studying purpose.
18. The first time she stepped into karaoke place was 15 years old.
19. She washes her hair everyday.
20. She has been labeled as the Queen of Sarcasm for at least 2 times. =)

So those are things people might not know about me. Perhaps some of them you do know,don't you? This is totally a perfect element of randomness. A thing or two about me and I call them as "Izzatulisme". How about yours? Mind to share with me your randomness? Hee~