It never came across my mind that since the first approach you were actually giving me hints. You were doing it differently, unlike most of the guys. Even I could never read it. Your first approach seems so friendly and warm. You make me feel comfortable to be around you. You treat me like a best friend. Attention after another from you towards me. We're in the same course but different classes so I assumed you were trying to mingle around.
Of course, we never get involved in any group work together but you managed to get rid of the awkwardness. As if we've known for ages. Yes yes, you are somehow pretty unique in your own way. You were willingly to be the crying shoulder whenever I need it. You said all things that I am dying to hear whenever I feel broken even I never tell you. Well, honestly I really do consider them as a part of harmless flirt from a guy like you. Even until now. I mean you are the friendly type. Well, I just cant seem to trust a guy that much right now.
Yet, after some time, you are showing the affection without saying any single word about it continuously. You left me with no words and clear statements. Making things even confusing. And there you are, reaching for me most of the time. Somehow, I do admit, it makes me wonder. But then, I prefer to let it just pass by as I am still in the condition of uncertainty. Until that day, you assure me that all the affection are not simply affection. They carried their own meaning significantly.
And I just cant seem to take it seriously.
I dont know. Maybe I'm afraid of getting hurt.
I still regard all of these as one of silliest jokes ever happened in my life.
Lets just take this slow.
They said, don't rush things.
By the way, I am so glad,really glad to know you and having you as a part of my life.