All praises to Him.

In every difficulties, there is always a solution to it. We may not realize this, but sometimes it’s not about the calamities that heave in sight but more to how we cope with them. In every breathe, there should be no harm to at least say “Alhamdulillah” as Allah still have the sympathy towards us, by rewarding us with this ultimate bliss consciousness and hold us from go astray. Astaghfirullahalazim.

 I was once being told by a friend of mine,in our life, there’s no need to spill everything to the world, lets keep some parts to ourselves and Allah. There is a reason why it is called personal though. I aint perfect neither. I am no angel. I made mistakes and so long I gasping for air, my life will never be mistakes-free. For every tear that trickled down my face, mostly is not because of Him. I shudder in solitude, yet I still wonder will there  still be someone out there to at least give me a hand, when not even a glimpse of thought I was aware I still have Him, who is always there, waiting for me to turn to Him whenever I feel in need.  The horrendous thoughts always leave me in vague. I was completely flummoxed by the whole things happened in my life.

I was blinded by the gifts he had given me. Towering my head without saying gratitude towards the Him, the one who owned my soul, our souls.

For everything happened be it good or bad, for every time He guides me to the right path, say Alhamdulillah.  As we can never know the signs that Allah leaves for us.

I thanked You, Ya Allah for all these wake up calls.

Pacing Back.

Whenever I hear "You Took My Heart Away" by Michael Learns to Rock,

"A Thousand Years" by C.Perri,

"Next to You" by Chris Brown

"Heart Vacancy" by The Wanted,

pasaraya "Tunas Manja"

or

whenever I eat Tempoyak Ikan Patin,

Whenever I watch Kobe Bryant in basketball,

Liverpool matches,

or people wearing Liverpool jersey,

or the tag "You'll Never Walk Alone"

dodgeball,

dikir barat,

or see the Redbull drink anywhere,

or gazing at a watch with the brand of ROSCANI,

I could still recall when we used to exchange our watches.


And sadly, none of them could not lighten up my memory towards you.

Every single one of them seems to steal my thoughts on you.

Dear heart,please stay strong. :')

p/s : Will be going back tomorrow to Selangor. Eventhough it will be only for two days,but I still feel the contentment to be at home. I dont know,with all this misery, home is my only remedy.

August

Sudah masuk bulan Ogos. Dan seperti tahun tahun sebelum ni,apparently I am waiting for this month or to be precise I am waiting for the 23rd August. Yeay2! It is when I am going to turn 19 this year.

Well,I would make a post about my birthday wishes during the day itself every year so insyaAllah, I am going to make a post about it later. But it is still a long way to go right? Herm. Nevermind.

My aim this year ;
I just want to see who would sincerely remember my birthday without the reminder from Facebook.


*I am still going to wait for your wish though we dont talk to each other anymore and I know you won't remember let alone to know my birthday. =)