It's The End of February.

So, today is the last day of February ; the only month that has 28 days. I called it as an odd month. My day went very plain and dull. Bought some new clothes which I found those prices were very affordable for a moderate person like me. Ngee~

A very cliche random question that people would love to ask me personally now is "Rajin eh kau update blog sekarang?" atau direct translation berbunyi "Apa pasal kau rajin sangat kemaskini blog kau tu?". Kalau sorang dua orang atau tiga orang yang bertanya dekat aku macam tu, boleh la aku anggap sebagai KEBETULAN. Tapi bila dah hampir semua yang tahu kewujudan blog aku ni mengutarakan ayat yang sama, aku rasa macam nak gelak terbahak-bahak guling-guling macam tenggiling je.

Certain people would say, "I prefer to go hang out when I feel bored." Or there are some "I would choose to bake some cakes when I feel bored." Or perhaps you heard some say "I like to call my friends when I get bored". The main point is,what I'm trying to say now, people have various ways to express how their current feelings. Mixed tape how to cough out their boredom. As for me, this is my way. I do blogging when my thoughts received inspiration. When my heart's call is eager to be answered.

[Gambar ; kan best kalau keyboard aku boleh cabut susun-susun macam puzzle macam ni?]

Though some opinions of mine may sound ridiculous but you know, you just can't simply stop something when you are addicted to it. And I am a passionate blogger ; should have proudly claimed. Besides, this is the only time when I could do this without having any worries. Lepas ni dah tak ada masa free. Sambung belajar,kan? Masing-masing pun nak kejar cita-cita jugak. InsyaAllah..

p/s : Kawan-kawan,drastik sangat ke kerajinan aku update blog?

Serik Dah..

Sunyi.

Senyap.

Perfect.

Dalam masa-masa dunia orang dah tak hirau pasal hal-hal berkenaan haiwan akuatik,aku nak mengenengahkan satu cerita yang aku baru je tahu tadi. Tengah syok menukar siaran televisyen, mencari program yang mampu menarik minat anak-anak muda macam aku ni, tiba-tiba aku terjumpa satu siaran yang menarik perhatian.

Pernah dengar pasal ikan keli? Dan dengan tekad yang bersungguh-sungguh aku ingin memberitahu bahawa aku tidak akan menjamah lagi sebarang ikan keli. Well, pernah jugak ada terdengar atok nenek cerita orang kaya-kaya tak makan ikan keli. Kononnya sebab macam kotor la mengikut habitat ikan keli tu kan. Tapi aku ni salah seorang penggemar ikan keli. Hehe..

Masak lemak,masak berlada, goreng,asam pedas. Sedap weyh! Hehe..

Dan segala kesedapan itu berakhir setelah aku tahu cara penternakan sebenar ikan keli tersebut di suatu tempat di Malaysia. Ikan keli yang diternak banyak-banyak sekali tu, yang dok ada kolam ikan tu, diberi makan. Tapi diberi makan apa? Ha,ni yang nak habaq mai ni.

Kau tahu tak ikan keli ternak tu diberi makan bangkai-bangkai ayam yang semestinya haram di sisi agama. Lebih menjijikkan, bangkai-bangkai ayam tu dikisar bulat-bulat macam tu je sekali dengan bulu ayam, segala bahan cernaan dalam badan ayam tu dikisar terus sampai sebati dan tak nampak rupa sebenarnya. Akhirnya, bahan kisar tu di bentuk jadi macam bahan makanan berbentuk macam kotak,kasi campak dalam kolam ikan, ikan-ikan tu semua pun makan.

Eeeeuuwww!!! Ikan tu makan bangkai weyh! Lepas tu dah membesar sihat, terus penternak ikan ni pun jual kat pasar. Orang pun beli. Dan masak sedap sedap lalu makan dengan riangnya. Tak tahu ikan yang mereka beli tu makan bangkai. Dan sejak hari ni, aku dan satu keluarga bertekad tidak akan menyentuh ikan keli lagi walau di mana kami berada. *Woah..semangat ni!*

Tolonglah faham. Tak boleh ke nak jadi pengusaha yang mengamalkan kebersihan? Ingat kau sorang je nak untung? Hilanglah sumber-sumber protein daripada ikan tu kalau macam tu lah gaya kau ternak ikan.

p/s : Serius rasa macam nak muntah ikan keli sekarang ni.

Tengok apa dah jadi.

Sejak-sejak dah jadi pemastautin tetap rumah ni, aku sekarang dah makin hebat weyh memasak! Haha *riak riak* Kau cakap je kuih-muih Melayu apa kau nak. Huh,celah gigi jelah.*uish,riak lagi*.

Setakat ni je, kuih yang aku dah berjaya buat kuih ketayap(ala,yang hijau gulung-gulung tu),kuih pau, lepat pisang , kuih karipap, kuih tepung talam. Bahahaha.. Just name it. Okay,terlebih riak. *eleh kau izzatul. setakat kuih macam tu pun nak kecoh-kecoh sekampung*

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Okay. Lupakan keriakan aku tadi. Tadi aku tolong-tolong mak masak dekat dapur. Entah macam mana, tengah dok pegang senduk, kacau-kacau kuah, aku boleh terlepas pegang senduk tu. Nasib baik tak kena kaki. Kalau kena kaki memang nayalah kan. Ya Allah,aku boleh termenung tengah-tengah masak! Adoi~ Bahaya betul. Lepas tu,mak terus tak bagi aku sambung masak. Mak suruh aku pergi depan.

Entahlah. Nak kata tak sihat. Okay je kot. Tapi tu lah. Makin dah nak masuk bulan 3,makin tak keruan aku. Kadang-kadang tengah makan, nasi tumpah sebab TERMENUNG. Tengah mandi, syampu masuk mata sebab TERMENUNG. Tengah menyapu, penyapu terhempap atas kaki sebab TERMENUNG. Tengah susun buku, buku terabur sebab TERMENUNG. Pergi beli barang, terlupa barang apa nak beli sebab TERMENUNG. Tengah baring-baring,tertidur sebabTERMENUNG. (*eh,itu boleh terima ke?*)

Jadi rakan-rakan di luar sana, termenung tu tak salah. Tapi jangan jadi macam aku. Main rembat je nak termenung tak kira tempat. Kau tengok apa jadi.

Unspoken Will

Dear juniors,

Sometimes life throws you a curveball, hands you a lemon, or knocks you for a loop. But knowing how to approach a failure is the first step to make everything goes to how it is supposed to be. And as someone who should be considered as a perceived observer, I would love to make a reprimand to my beloved juniors citizen of SEKOLAH MENENGAH SAINS BAGAN DATOH.

Yeah,captivated by my fellow pioneer of SEKOLAH MENENGAH SAINS BAGAN DATOH. Not to mention, in this particular post, I should be writing many or a bunch of the word of SEKOLAH MENENGAH SAINS BAGAN DATOH. And to be clearly explained the purpose of this ; I am talking about the school.

Let's give just a month. A month after we,NOVA-X left the school for good. And now, all kinds of news reached our ears. Come on guys,its just a month. And did you really expect us to hear this? Being suspended from school, demerit points, being caught for smoking on the first week of school, being rude with teachers, being an amateur thief that lead to a poke in the jaw, juniors and seniors seems to repel on each other and so on. So,is that how you give the resonance of a school? Is that what you called as a "good progress"?

Labeled us busybody. Tagged us as barking dogs. But still,I truly believe my dear fellow NOVA-X would do whatever it takes to keep a distance from hearing such news. As the first product of SEKOLAH MENENGAH SAINS BAGAN DATOH, we do have the regret lies inside us. Just so you know,we explored almost everything there. We discovered many things too. And we are the pioneer of almost the leadership. We set up the cultural of the school. We know everything beyond your limitation better than you do.

Thriving the school since the first moment of its opening, I must say the last time we stepped out the school, we were actually putting mounts of hopes, that what have been carved by us, will remain there and inherited by you,the next generation. Which symbolically, it includes almost everything.

The relationship among you students,among the teachers, and most vitally among the "culture" that have been practiced since before. Dear SABDARIANS, please do yourself a favour. Everyone deserves a second chance. Educate yourself to adapt with new things. And that's a particular reason there is always a room for mistakes. Ignite the serenity that should be linger around the school's compound. Spread on the magic charm so the school could be as vibrant as it is supposed to be. Let's be the wizard of our own.

Lots of Love,

Seniors of NOVA-X.

12 going on 18

-The members of the reunion-

27.01.2011 / McDonald

As I peered through the open door, I feel a massive jolt of shock to see a bunch of girls were sitting and conquering most of the table. But yet, the nerves started working and began to show the sense of excitement. I presented the most broad smile ever. Yeah, there were all my primary school's friends. And obviously yesterday was a blast since I bet most of us have been waiting for such a reunion to be held.

Undeniable the big part of us have changed during these times. Some of them getting taller. I mean like seriously tall. Some just are "WE DID NOT UNDERGO CHANGES" group. And the best part is I am also a part of the group. Being among the not-so-tall girls. Ahha. Its kind of giving me a bit of young look. Ahahaha..

An open table was just a compulsory while get acquainted with those childhood memories. It giggled me much until I just can't seem to stop laughing. It just seems mean if you do not laugh. And they brought up the incident where I cooked fried rice at Nisa's crib when we were in Standard 3 back then. It was my first time cooking for them. Too bad,the first time dish did not turned out to be a mouth-watering but totally memorable since I accidentally put extra salt. Thus definitely,it was salty and they keep bugging me with the taste of the fried rice since that. "Haha..Izzat masak nasi goreng masin!"

Okay,it wasn't salty actually. Just uneven stirred well. Because the truth is I've got the unsalty one. So,let's just keep this as a secret,can you? Hehehe... And continuously digging up one after another. And we reached the story when it was the season of people brought diaries to school. And they drowned me when they talked about the content of those. When mine was also a member of the "diaries victims" and swear to God I remember nothing at all. Not even a piece of letter about what I ever wrote. High salutation for Maisarah Termizi,she remembered almost every inch of every incidents which make us couldn't slipped ourselves from getting caught red-handed.

They were talking about "arm wrestling" thingy and suddenly I heard them recall the incidents that took place. And I interrupted saying " Eh,aku pun pernah lawan tangan dengan arwah Nizam masa darjah 5. Tapi dia kalah sebab Adib tolong aku. Hehehe..". And there was a slight gloomy deep inside each of us when the word "arwah" being brought up. Still remember when I was in the Standard 3 and I got into fight with the late Nizam and I threw a chair to him. It was seriously a big fight and now,it's just my mind need to trigger the memory of those.

Up until today, I just can't believe my eyes neither my ears about the fact that one of my close friends during primary has gone and not even have the chance to sit for SPM. He passed away on 2009 when it was the Deepavali public holiday. As soon as I arrived at my house when I came back from hostel, I received the news and absolutely I was in the state of shock. Too bad I didn't have the chance to meet him just before he left us. He was involved in an accident. According to them,his motorcycle becomes uncontrolled when he ride on a slippery road. I wasn't sure about the real situation since it was that one that had been told to me. Though we didn't meet at all after UPSR and I missed the chance to chat with you for the very last time. But still I want to say this. I miss to hang out with you. May your soul rest in peace,bro.

-Al-Fatihah-

Oasis 106

-Dalam kelas waktu cikgu tak masuk-

2008/Ting. 3

Tadi aku dengar ceramah. Ceramah agama. Kejap. *fuyoh,izzatul dengar ceramah agama. Okay,gelaklah. Tapi ni betul. Beginning macam tak menarik minat manusia jahil macam aku ni. Lepas dah dengar lama-lama,dia masuk pulak satu part yang aku rasa seronok untuk didengar. Aku tak pasti lah kan kalau kau memang dah tau. Tapi ni lah antara bahagian ceramah tu yang aku nak kongsi sikit.

"Sampaikanlah pesananku biarpun satu ayat"

cewah cewah. Dramatik tak aku? Okay. So here it goes.

Ustaz tu mulakanlah bait-bait ayat dia. Aku pun mula-mula macam tak minat. Dengar sambil lewa jelah kan. TAPI TU MULA MULA JE. Haha. Tazkirah demi tazkirah,ustaz tu pun dengan tiba-tiba keluarkan ayat

" Allah kalau nak bagi kita nikmat,Dia bagi je. Tak kira lah siapa orangnya. Baik ke jahat ke. Jangan terkejut kalau orang yang banyak buat dosa hidup senang lenang. Dapat semua yang dia nak. Itu golongan orang yang senang cerita macam konsep 'kau nak,kau dapat'. Tapi Allah tak redha waima sebutir pasir pun nikmat yang manusia tu terima. Tapi dia akan terus dapat nikmat dunia. Makin banyak seseorang tu buat dosa macam ingkar ajaran agama semua,makin banyak nikmat dunia yang dia dapat sehingga dia jadi bongkak dengan semua kesenangan tu. Dan akhirnya tenggelam dalam keriakan sendiri."

Pergh! Terpempan sekejap aku dengar ustaz ni cakap. Naik ngeri,insaf semua ada. Serius. Bila fikir balik,memang melampau lah kau nak menipu cakap tak pernah buat dosa. Ngeri. Aku tak nak jadi salah seorang yang termasuk dalam golongan yang ustaz tu cakap. Dan akhirnya,aku dengarlah ceramah dia sampai habis. Menarik. Terima kasih ustaz membuka dunia baru untuk saya. Sama-sama berubah.

p/s : Saya masih dalam proses mencuba. =D

Keep That

-In the Chemist's lab while experiment was being carried out.-

2010 =D

Ayah says ;

Just because people treat you like a villain

or maybe just some losers,

it doesn't mean you are one.

The thing that matter most is what you think of yourself.

If there is something you really want or

someone you want to be,

then the only person standing in your way is you.

You decide to keep going or be a pathetic quitter.

p/s : Oh oh. By the way, really in love with the "What If" song by Coldplay. Seems like the kind of my music type. Just check out the lyrics. You'll know what I mean. Seriously.